When will you smile
again
Im sure that most of u reading this must have
lost people whom you love so much....this is the first time
that ive lost someone close to me die..so maybe im taking it so
badly.....
Of all the
people losing Francis...its hard to digest..dont know
why but sometimes i feel that im the only one who feels this way...The
childhood days were filled with laughters...soccers...chasing butterflies..
Though im a lot closer to Israel among the Bruus...im far more well
connected with francis when it comes it emotions and stuffs like that...
Francis and i have become closer since the past say 4 years ever since
he went off to chennai..we contacted each other regularly..i mean we during the summer breaks managed to spend some quality
time with each other...It seems that After i left Aizawl last August...he really missed me so..he used to talk about me often
to israel ...No wonder he
used to call me up regularly ....like say the frequency must have
been about 3 times a week....when i look back..i find it his moves really cute..
like just to call me up..he'd ask Nu pari 50 bucks...wish i were like
him!
Maybe his end was near so God i guess decided to push me off to aizawl
...i had no intentions of Goin back to aizawl say till JUne 2004 then..but a lump in my throat coz' of excessive smoking ...And
when dad finally allowed me to come home...francis was just so happy..but then he had doubts on my sudden homecoming..he asked
me whether ive eloped with someone..or funny things like that...even before i told the rest of the bruus that i was coming
home after 2 months..they knew all about it..thanks to francis....then i landed on the 23rd of October 2003...Was kinda scared
coz' apart from Francis i didnt buy anything for the other bruus...maybe coincidental but now when i think of it....it was
only for Francis that i bought something...a Shirt...and i saw him wear that only once....that was on the last day i ever
got to be with him..and He was boasting about the shirt to all his Classmates ...now he's making smile...anyways....ive come
full circle...ive lost my fren'
owin to a road accident...we the originalbruus has lost It all......i
miss you Francis...tell me what should i get for you when i come home too?
