Time seems to have erased the pain as i
everyone else has moved on.Even i has moved on maybe at
a rate much slower ...you still haunt me though..still talk about you even to the extent of being labelled
a lunatic..and someone whos obsessed with a dead man that is you..cant help it though.
Where you are must be nice as i hardly see you anymore..
and hey your car is on the road again ..the color is still red and
how it reminds me of those better days of ours..as for the original bruus we all are apart as always
and yet again...how are you? stupid rite to ask a dead soul on how are you...but then i feel as if youre still here...i know
you are..how can you be gone when we were just getting started...im not that good bruu..my mental health is dipping below
the average point..i've
become something that i just cant define...even though im tryin to cope with the ongoings these thoughts
and visions are holdin' me by my throat..and it feels as if they wont let me go..where are you? wont you come and save me?
17 months ago you left without saying goodbye and when i saw you before
you were laid to rest i said to myself that this cant be real..youre not spose to die when youre just 24...i know you are
not dead...you're alive and people will get to know you...i met a girl who said francis lalhrilha now lives in cyber space..maybe
its true coz as of now this is the only place on earth that i can find and talk to you...i know bruu that
we all are gona join you someday...and i know that we'll all laugh again together but why were you in
such a hurry to leave..so many questions you've left unanswered...when will this end?
Remember st.pauls high when we were in standard
9 and i was down and out with pneumonia for 5 long months..and you came to visit me..you with the yellow jacket and dark jeans..you
came to cheer me up..and you did and left..you never came again though..and how i use to long for ur visits...
oh yea i also remember mary mount ..you were frens with some other guys..the
macho ones..and i would always come to you for help when someone bullied me and made me cry..now when i look back i've always
looked up to you..i still do...you were my saving grace..you still are...how safe i used to feel when you were around..you
were there to protect me..
believe maybe im a coward..i feel so vulnerable alone..
francis for me you are ..will always be my friend and that im never going to forget you...
wherever you are bruu..always remember ..your a legend...