Francis is...

FrancisLalhrilhtluanga-1979-2003

Francis is.."was" seems so harsh..he's been gone now

for 2 months exactly..its january the 8th 2004...still here i am

trying to come to terms...still tryin' to beat myself to sleep......!

it's so easy to say nice things about someone who's gone for good you know,

but then i know Francis and i know he's lookin' and watchin' me as i write this...

wish i felt nothing really about him..wish i were as insensitive as you all..that

might make it easier on me....Israel and i had a misunderstanding 4 days after

his death...'sAlim nangmah chauh hian i tuar bik lo tih hi hre rawh"..one statement

i'll never forget..good that he told me straightaway....but then..now it seems really

that i am the only one...and it aint a mystery as it feels that nobody here needs me...

Francis was..Francis is...will always to me be that person who was..who is able

to inspire the weaknesses in you..he was ..he is God damn it...some one who

knew..who knows what self control was..is...all about....He was perfect..he will

always be perfect...and im not ashamed...im proud of him...and i miss him....2004

is here ,,,2005...2006...whatever will come...but then Francis will never be Forgotten..so you might have now....you might not for long....i miss you in a Heartbeat Francis......i know you're smiling somewhere....

Francis and mala..And so 2 months

since he left..two months of trying to

deal with the pain ...u know when i switch

off the lights at night...and when i lay down on

the bed...these thoughts of francis visits me..i

ask myself lots of questions...i often go back to

that day..three days before he went away..i go back

all the time to be frank...and its a story all gone wrong..

a story which would never make it to the best seller's list...

i find this life nothing but a joke..!!

if possible i would love

to go away and take a long break...

everythin' feels so normal and so routined...

Was just wondering about francis...where

and what he'd be doing....was wonderin too...

if things will ever return to normalcy...am not

depressed..am not sad anymore..am just Numb....

seen in the picture..steve.lala..francis..mala..sawma...2001

Israel..everyone tells me that he

looks a lot like Ben affleck..:)..

Anyways..havent really stayed in touch

since late december..sposin that he and the

rest of the bruus are doing okay..and coping..

....isnt it a wonder???how life can quickly

turn around in an instant.....nothin' last forever!!

lala..steve and sawma...

we were all so happy once..nothin' came in between us,

dont know where;s life gona take us?and i dont wana know..!

sawma and israel......dont know

what uve got till its gona na guysss??

and ill be coming home next year,,,!!!


				*FrancisLalhrilhtluanga-1979-2003* *Francis is...*



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		Francis is.."was" seems so harsh..he's been gone now for 2 months exactly..its january the 8th 2004...still here i am trying to come to terms...still tryin' to beat myself to sleep......! it's so easy to say nice things about someone who's gone for good you know, but then i know Francis and i know he's lookin' and watchin' me as i write this... wish i felt nothing really about him..wish i were as insensitive as you all..that might make it easier on me....Israel and i had a misunderstanding 4 days after his death...'sAlim nangmah chauh hian i tuar bik lo tih hi hre rawh"..one statement i'll never forget..good that he told me straightaway....but then..now it seems really that i am the only one...and it aint a mystery as it feels that nobody here needs me... Francis was..Francis is...will always to me be that person who was..who is able to inspire the weaknesses in you..he was ..he is God damn it...some one who knew..who knows what self control was..is...all about....He was perfect..he will always be perfect...and im not ashamed...im proud of him...and i miss him....2004 is here ,,,2005...2006...whatever will come...but then Francis will never be Forgotten..so you might have now....you might not for long....i miss you in a Heartbeat Francis......i know you're smiling somewhere.... Francis and mala..And so 2 months since he left..two months of trying to deal with the pain ...u know when i switch off the lights at night...and when i lay down on the bed...these thoughts of francis visits me..i ask myself lots of questions...i often go back to that day..three days before he went away..i go back all the time to be frank...and its a story all gone wrong.. a story which would never make it to the best seller's list... i find this life nothing but a joke..!!



		if possible i would love to go away and take a long break... everythin' feels so normal and so routined... Was just wondering about francis...where and what he'd be doing....was wonderin too... if things will ever return to normalcy...am not depressed..am not sad anymore..am just Numb.... seen in the picture..steve.lala..francis..mala..sawma...2001



		Israel..everyone tells me that he looks a lot like Ben affleck..:).. Anyways..havent really stayed in touch since late december..sposin that he and the rest of the bruus are doing okay..and coping.. ....isnt it a wonder???how life can quickly turn around in an instant.....nothin' last forever!! Myself..and i still feel nothing...! lala..steve and sawma... we were all so happy once..nothin' came in between us, dont know where;s life gona take us?and i dont wana know..! sawma and israel......dont know what uve got till its gona na guysss?? and ill be coming home next year,,,!!!