MIstakes,lies and a violence
its april 27th ..2005..and how i feel
fine...it feels
as if my whole worries are gone...the pain if it exist maybe
it will go away in a day or two. Its good to make mistakes..and never to repeat them again...
i am
salim..i am your thoughts,,i am your friend
i am your enemy...i am a victim of a love gone wrong..a victim of violence ...but that too is gone now...why
did you come to me?i never told you..never said i'd perfect...and i never knew i was a walking time bomb...but its okay for
you have pushed in the realisation that im so full of anger and that i need help..help im seeking...i will recover while you
will still feel the pain ..and nobody will believe your smiles...nobody will look at you...i will stand again..while i'll
watch you fall and laugh while you're down..coz i am your nightmare and i wont go away.
you have exhausted me..i gave you everything
you possibly wanted but you choosed to pull the trigger on me..i was in tears while you were laughing...you say i cant look
beyond the bottle and that i smoke a bit too much...you have given every reason to challenge myself..a new reason on how
to rise from the ashes..you should realise that i am everything you want..everything you need but then
you choosed to walk away...i dont blame you....what happened to me will never happen again...it wont....people wont talk about
me no more..i will be forgiven...coz you know they arent like you..
a VICTIM OF A MISTAKE-LIES AND VIOLENCE